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In Response to Corey... by hangup, literature

It's false. by hangup, literature

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It's false.

Classify, Classify, Classify. Categorize. It makes it so much easier to deny Life. Life, It is what it is; that’s it, that’s all. This misconception of man of “our” land. This pride, this praise, this “winning streak” We seek. It’s not true. There’s no good and bad Good and evil: It’s all of this to which we won’t exist. Good and Evil. Black and White. All these reasonings resolved from logic. Human Logic. Derived from human concept. This conquest for success. For best. We never rest. To grow without limit… To strive to achieve no limit. THERE IS NO LIMIT! Don’t

Speaking Out by hangup, literature

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Speaking Out

I’m going to speak up about what no one will speak up about About lesbians and pedophiles and Chlamydia and river droughts I’m going to talk about the hearing impaired, the wheelchair bound I’m going to talk about Iraq, and DU bombs, the malformed And all those lost, and those who will never be found. I’m going to talk about all these things All these things you turn your heads to You shut your eyes to, You snuff your noses up to… You stuff your faces so you can Be able to ignore and shut your eyes to All these things, and all those things All those with little to no hope You are all so hopeless. It

Falling by hangup, literature

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Falling

Re-write. Re-word. Re-arrange. We Repeat The already understood. We fear to fail To go forward falling To descend from the last set precedent; A Ruling of "Expections: Not Met" For doubt and for fear, We remain perfectly steady and safe Within the walls of our comfort zone, We remain protected. For doubt and for fear of failure, We fail to further explore and discover, We fail to move forward. And thus for this doubt and for this fear, This fear of Failure, We get ahead of ourselves and behind in life, We fail, Falling Still.

Mimic by hangup, literature

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Mimic

Sometimes we are too scared to let our real expressions free, So we trap them, and mimic the ones that used to be. But then we get mixed up and twisted inside ourselves... Our lives become tornadoes full of lies. We become so caught up in Sucking and Spitting them, Spitting them too fast and too far out. Undiscovered truth lays still in the outside, Abandoned and Neglected, But the buried is not forgotten. Honesty is the only key.

On She Sways by hangup, literature

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On She Sways

Back and Forth and back and forth, Step ahead but there's no worth when the fact is behind the act, it's false. To duck and put the product up and above yourself, it's make-believe to go ahead while you're lying low: you keep your eyes closed. So stop the pretending... and the swaying, and the rocking? the rocking will stop. Because the storm will have calmed, and the sea will be at peace, and you will be free to continue on forth, So Stop. -And- Open your eyes, -And- Trust yourse

It's All by hangup, literature

Trust by hangup, literature

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Trust

Imagine yourself outside your head. Imagine yourself in another life Imagine you could love Imagine you could be real Imagine you were loved. Imagine all the opportunities and all the choices you have to make Imagine this and live it as your own Outside your head, live it. and bring it back to your own. It’s not that you’re not capable Or that you can’t love, or care, or feel. It’s none of the above. It’s that you’re scared. Too aware: You’re body has become your wall. And you hide. Well take a peak From inside out of those eyes and see, There is nothing scary. Nothing to fear. L

The Bored Game by hangup, literature

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The Bored Game

A race to the end We all head in the same direction, To the finish line, We all carry the same goal in mind. For Money: We stress, never rest, ‘cause success is best… For Money: We strive but our strides are small… We are all players, Players in this game we call life. We are all players, Playing on Earth’s board where Society Rules, and players choose: “cool” or “fool” I pick, “Fuck that Rule.” Money in Mind, Man seperates from kind, and No self-respect ‘cause Paper replaced it. Self-worth means nothing ‘cause self-anything is too much thinking Time is chance-

Caught Off Guard by hangup, literature

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Caught Off Guard

I didn’t expect this to happen. I didn’t expect this reaction I didn’t even know it was possible. … I didn’t even know it was possible For me to care, to even feel… But it is, and I do, and I’m sorry. Because my lack of vulnerability, My selfishness and egotistical reality, It took away my ability to prepare myself for situations such as this Such as you, And that has left me so vulnerable. It feels as though I have lost myself And I’m angry because this is intolerable- But then in the end, I truly am just sorry… ‘Cause you broke me, and that’s not fair: The broken bre

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The Risk by eldaliespirit, literature

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The Risk

Bounding thoughtless into faceless uncertainty. Leap, jump, and Cross the stretches of Time. The Evanescent Divide. Of Lust and Love Of Good and Godly Bad and Beastly. Oh, to be such a Paradox. As a puzzle box, balanced between the Open and the Smash. Swiftly pull me into your swing, Pendulum of Heart and Head. So I might know the truth of Life and Lies. And what words will make the world Turn? Tilt. Twirl. Tempting tale they tell. Of the Sainted Sinner. Oh to be what you have made an art? No. Not to be. To Crave, to Contemn. To be Tempted by the Tainted. You are God. You are Beast. Oh, to cross that Line. To find wher

Logic and Reason by lenlen46, literature

I've stumbled on by FLnotebook, literature

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I've stumbled on

I've stumbled on a funny place Between the here and there With goblins, ogres, brownies small; The Faerie people fair. With elves and trolls and dwarven kind In mountains and trees tall; With lunar pixies, solar sprites crouched under toadstools small. They laugh and dance under the moon With song and music gay But now that I have found them I find I've lost my way. Their smooth and silken shimmering wings And clever cunning eyes Spell my addled human brain With all their little lies. But in their lies there lies the truth; That is their tricksy way. And if I were to have a choice, I think that I would stay.

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Apr 3, 2008

I can't believe it's thursday!!

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I'm a day behind. My sister and mom leave for China tomorrow. I thought they leave on Friday, which is in two days. But they do and it's not. Haha, fuck, I have to get my shit together and catch up. I'm a day behind in life, and a week behind in school. so now, I'm going going going going going... ...and it's ten degrees and perfectly clear and sunny out :)

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Apr 2, 2008

April Fool's

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so like. in my last journal entry i was talking about moving to motnreal and self-improvement and the support system etc... well fuck. im very good at procrastination. since ive come here.. well no when i came here i made all these changes in my life.. but i allowed myself to get distracted.... having roommates ur attracted to = not good. add some peyote and that = even better. so. ya. i dont know im trying to finish my high school. its fucking hard. i cant concentrate. im not motivated .. two months. fuck. i need to keep telling myself. its not long two months. anyway. so im procrastinating. in homework. in going for a walk. in work. i

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Jan 4, 2008

wow..

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i honestly forgot i had this site. its been so long. its now jan 4th? 2008. almost two years later.. and im turning twenty. so lets see.. im not as angsty as i was before. i dont try to solve lifes questions anymore.. i believe what I believe, and I accept that I will probably never know. It's important to move on and enjoy life. I didn't finish high school. I couldnt bring myself to do it anymore. i still can't. in fact, I'm supposed to be doing my courses right now as we speak. somethings will never never change (procrastination and me go hand in hand :P ). but ya. i was enrolled in grade twelve again in the fall of 2006. i lasted a week